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PostSubject: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 12:47 am

Logan carried Laura onto the Black Bird and strapped her into a seat, before he made his way to the pilot's chair. He started up the ship, before looking back at the warehouse building. He turned back to the controls and ascended into the air.

He focused on his flying, keeping his mind busy. He landed the plan, got Laura into his arms and made his way to the Medical Lab. A robot came up to him and asked him for the information on Laura. Logan wasn't a fan of robots, but it was Fury decided to give them...

He gave the robot the basic information as Logan laid Laura down on one of the beds. The Robot got to work on hooking Laura up to an IV and getting some blood pumped into her.

He sat down next to Laura when the robot was done. He sat there, not touching her, just watching her rest. He tensed when flashes of what happened to her came to his mind, also mixing with the new found memories. 

He put the palms of his hands to his eyes, trying to drive the images away. He was confused and felt so lost...

He hadn't felt this lost since he woke up with no memories of who he was...

He felt his body shake. He almost killed her.... He almost killed Laura, he could have killed Kitty... he could have killed Kirika...

He dug his fingers into his forehead for a moment, before taking a deep breath. He removed his hands from his eyes, but felt them tear up regardless of him trying to get control. 

He looked at Laura again, before looking down and shaking his head. "I'm so sorry, Laura...." He said, his voice breaking as he spoke. 

He had known he was a poor choice to be a headmaster... He didn't even know who he really was.... He still didn't.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 12:57 am

Laura had been waking up when she suddenly felt a pinch on her arm. She opened her eyes a little, wanting to know what was going on. When she did, she saw the medical robot hooking her up to an IV filled with blood. Answering her question on what was going on. She closed her eyes as she started to pass out once again. Laura hadn't felt so weak before, though she never had a fatal wound like she had gotten today. She slowly lost consciousness, letting the robot finish it's job. When it was done, Laura had fallen asleep. Her breathing was soft, almost too soft, if it was for her chest moving up and down, Logan would have no idea she was breathing. Though, when he suddenly told her sorry, Laura had been waking up. Laura slowly opened her eyes as she turned her head to look at Logan. Her eyes widening a little as she saw one tears run down his cheek.

Laura forced her hand to reach out and grab Logan's hand. Her green eyes staring right at him. "It was not your fault, Logan. It was the man who brainwashed you's fault." She said weakly as she squeezed his hand, wanting him to stop beating himself up. For the first time in her life, Laura was seeing Logan breaking down. Though, she suddenly started feeling him shake, cause her to get worried about him. Did something else happen when she was out of it? Even if she didn't ask him just yet, her eyes were already asking him.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 1:12 am

Logan tensed when Laura suddenly grabbed his hand. He shook his head as she spoke, not being able to believe her words.

He was shaking more then he had been before. Images in his mind showing a woman... Kayla... He... He loved her... Sabertooth... Victor... his brother, had killed her... Images kept jumping from present events to past events and everything in-between. 

Logan looked at Laura with red, puffy, and wet eyes. "When... when your mother stopped me with her powers... Sigyn came over and healed me... wanting to get me out of the brainwashing hold..." He said, slowly, before taking a deep breath. "After that happened... the fake images faded, but... some images seemed to surface..." He said, quietly. He stared blankly at her bed as he spoke.

"I think..." He started, hesitantly a little. "I think when Sigyn healed me from the brainwashing... she got rid of whatever hold was on my memories, that kept stopping me from remembering..." He said, before closing his eyes.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 5:04 am

Laura's eyes widened, before narrowing in sadness when Logan shook his head at her. As his head shook, she could feel her heart break. He didn't believe her, he felt too guilty and blamed it all on himself when the blame should be pointed to someone else. Her hand squeezed his as he started to shake more. She was about to speak, tell him how it wasn't it fault, and how she didn't blame him. She wanted him to understand, but before she could speak he looked up at her and started to speak. When she saw how red, and puffy his eyes were, she could feel her heart breaking even more. Though, when he mention of her mother using powers, she froze. Her mother now had powers? Laura quickly shook the thought of her head, knowing that she could learn more on that later. She continued to listen to Logan, and listened to how Sigyn had started to heal his broken mind. The moment he mentioned at some memories resurfacing, her eyes seemed to widen.

"What?" She asked weakly, before listening to him as he spoke up. The moment he mentioned that Sigyn had gotten rid of whatever was blocking his memories, and caused him to remember, she couldn't help but sit up. Laura suddenly felt dizzy at the sudden burst of energy that coursed through her, causing her to lay back down. She quickly saw how Logan reacted, and quickly grabbed his hand. "I-I am fine." She whispered weakly, giving him a faint smile. Though, the smile quickly faded as she stared at him in sadness. "So you are experiencing flashbacks right now?" Laura asked, looking up at him with weak eyes.

Though, even if Laura was trying to be strong, she was in a fight with herself. She couldn't help but feel useless, every time she looked at Logan she knew he was saying her pale, weak face. It was starting to make her hate herself. Why couldn't she look stronger for him? She needed him to stop blaming himself for what happened, but it wouldn't happen as long as she stayed like this!
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 9:44 pm

The moment Laura went to sit up to only lay right back down, had Logan half way out of his chair. He sat back down when she told him she was fine, but he was ready to jump up if he needed to. He sighed when she asked if he was having flashbacks now. "Yeah... Guess so..." He said, looking down at her hand on his. He gave her hand a squeeze, mentally feeling glad she was holding his hand; he almost had a fear that she would just slip away if he let go...

He felt like his whole life would slip away any moment and he would wake up as a different person...

He mentally tried to shake the thoughts away, but they were still there...

"Sadly... I don't know what's real and what isn't..." He admitted, his voice sounding distant.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Thu Aug 08, 2013 10:11 pm

At the mention of how he didn't know what was real, and what wasn't, Laura couldn't help but gave his hand another squeeze. She had no idea how to help him. How could she help someone whose memories were coming back to them in full throttle. Her eyes lowered to look at his hand as she started to think. After a couple of minutes thinking, she finally thought of an idea. With the idea in her head, Laura looked up at Logan and brought her free hand to his hand, gripping it softly. She then proceeded to slowly sit up. She knew as long as she slowly got up, she wouldn't feel dizzy. Laura then laid back against the pillows, putting her in a half sitting, and laying position. Once she got settled, her attention went back to Logan, her hands giving his hand a slight squeeze.

"Maybe you can talk about a memory," Laura said, "If you could focus on one memory at a time, maybe it will be easier to process them all." She suddenly suggested, hoping that this idea of hers would work. She needed to help him. Laura had to help this man who was like a father to her. She couldn't let him continue to suffer the way he was. It was slowly breaking her.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Sat Aug 10, 2013 10:10 pm

Logan watched her as she sat up slowly, before sighing at her words. "...No harm in trying..." he mumbled, before closing his eyes.

He focused on pinpointing a point in a memory that made it stand out. Logan winced a little as he remembered himself coughing. He slowly could start to see a room, with a candle on the nightstand and himself in the bed.

"You're always sick."

"You were sick when you were my age."

"...I'm sick... I... I think I'm a kid..." He said, starting off, slowly. "A kid who's older then me is there... keeping me company..." Logan said, as the memory continued. "...A man came into the room... I... I think he was my father..." He said, remembering the conversation.

"Any better, Son?"

"Still cold, Father." 

"Just a mild fever. You'll be all right in the morning."

"You always say that."

"And you always pull thought, don't you?"

"Yeah."

"Now, you taking your medicine?"

"...Someone is pounding on the door downstairs..." He said, almost actually hearing the pounding.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm so sorry... {Tag: Laura}   Sun Sep 01, 2013 12:28 am

As Logan started to talk about him being sick, and that he was a kid. Laura's eyes widened a little. He was having such a long ago memory, one that should've died over the years of him not remembering. It was impressive that he was able to remember such a important past. Though, the next thing was what shocked her the most. Logan was seeing his father. This caused her to give his hand another slight squeeze. She wanted to speak, and ask him more about the event, but he had gone silent and seemed to be focusing on the memory. Which was good, but it made her a bit worried. As he focused, she squeezed his hand. Hoping to keep his mind on only that memory, not wanting his focus to go off into another memory. This memory was the best he could start off. Anything that mentioned family, was the most important thing you could start off with. Maybe the kid that was with him was a brother of his.

Though, the moment Logan spoke about a pounding on a door. Laura leaned forward a bit, "A pounding? What kind of pounding?" She asked, wanting to know if it was an angry kind of pounding, or a urgent pounding. Or was it something being throw against the door.
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